Do you mean to hurt me when we walk out togther, do you mean to break your promises?...OUR promises? Do you mean to trample me down and slash my wrists and make me feel sick just by the Sight of you? Do you mean to make me hurt and Cry ??? Because sometimes MADDY I swear you do. ALL THE TIME BASTURD OF A FATHER I KNOW YOU DO!
You were ment to protect me yet you've tried to do all to ruin my life just because yours IS SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT you shift the blame on me and my sister, DONT because it's you. I hate to look at myself . MY FACE because all I can see is your face in mine I want to rip it a part I want to. I want to KILL YOU, wash every part of you away instead I harm mysel, feel nausious, feel dead within myself.

You were ment to be my best friend and yet your just a SLUT, you sit there and smile at me hug me tell me you want to make everything better and then turn round and rip my heart out through my stomach, my mouth my eyes and my ears, You promised you wouldnt but you DID, you knew it would upset me but you still do it. YOU PISS EVERYONE off by saying STUPID things like I'M FAT and O I'M UGLY and yet YOU DO KNOW < EVERYONE KNOES YOU KNOW that you ARE NOT UGLY OR FAT. why else would every man that meets you want you. Every guy WHO I LIKE wants you. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW YOU'VE almost BEEN with EVERY GUY IV'e been with THAT MENT SOMETHING TO ME YOU CUT YOURSELF JUST LIKE I DO your a SLUT now TOO. YOU were ment to make me happy and smile yet you constantly pull me down with you you make me hurt you do things that YOU KNOW will hurt me. WHY DO YOU DO IT??? WHY.

ARE YOU HAPPY? PROBABLY NOT CAUSE NEITHER OF YOU HAVE DISTROYED ME YET AND YOUR NOT GOING TO. because I wont let you.